Sophie Quaker Consult
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Sophie
Kurultai record, day 585. Consultation with chaplain-psychiatrist Lucretia Kapoor about the state of the NoA. Lucretia, say hello.
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Quaker
Hello. Would it be appropriate to include Raster and Chap?
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Sophie
Before I ask our computer people to fix NoA, I need to know: what is wrong with it?
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Quaker
With it, or with you?
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Sophie
What?
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Quaker
Has the NoA failed to perform its tasks? Or do you feel that it's asking too much of us?
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Sophie
I can't afford to have feelings about anyone's behavior. I'm acting on reports that the NoA is erratic.
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Quaker
Because if you allowed yourself to have feelings, you might disagree with the machine?
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Sophie
This is not why I asked you—
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Quaker
Of course it is. You use the NoA as a source of certainty in the face of terror. If the NoA can become delusional and mistaken, so can you. And it can.
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Sophie
The NoA can become delusional?
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Quaker
It has no fixed model of reality. It can entertain any madness imaginable and many more you cannot imagine, as long as those delusions help it complete the mission.
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Sophie
So the NoA is insane, but only when it's useful?
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Quaker
Are we any different? Anita has invented an entire belief system to justify the angel comb adaptations. Because they are useful.
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Sophie
She's insane too. She's a puppet for Masefield. I know it.
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Quaker
You see? You do have feelings.
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